Dear Diary,

Could there really be little boys on a tiny planet? or even a sheep in a box? perhaps even a friend who would not stand up for another friend? i just wished i didn't have two names; one at home and one in school.

Sincerely yours,
Giggles.

P.S. i wonder how long she took to figure this out? perhaps she still hasn't..but even if she has, we can pretend we didn't and play the game, users anonymous.

--anyways, the real update.

i have neglected DA for quite a while, still have a passion to have something for you guys before a preappointed time. AHEM. then again, i would like some ice cream. but we all know, (free) ice cream (day) is over. just some things on my mind,

what will happen when my parents leave me? can you feel the emptyness inside, knowing that your friends and family are married and have their own lives to lead, while you are alone, without their guidance, without their comfort, missing their smiles, their voices, their criticism. what is life to live for without someone with you? perhaps you say you can live alone now, but can you really stay sane without accompaniment? can you just picture someone, living alone, going home to no one but yourself, and occasionally a robber or so. there IS a person i had in mind and to tell you the truth, i do feel like tear-ing up just picturing life without this person. known this person all my life, been with this person almost more than myself, but not really. and if you think you know, its not my parents, so yeah.

the mind is a funny thing because so many things can pass by in such a short time. but i wont bore you with everything. something i remembered from playing a bit of games with my friends and would leave you today is,

if you're going to do something, do it in such a way that you try to do it all in one scoop, so to speak, but if you fail, be ready for a counter, thats why, you finish it in one blow and never let them get that chance.